A person’s life is often a process of wavering between searching and confusion. From the eyes of Ju Fufu, we see the mental journey that many people have experienced together – starting from confusion and loneliness, until finding the true meaning of life. However, all this is not accidental, but gradually honed through continuous efforts and listening to one’s own heart.
Ju Fufu is not smart, she is even a little ordinary, unlike some people who are born to attract attention in the crowd, with countless applause and achievements. She is just an ordinary girl walking through daily chores. Like many ordinary people, she constantly experiences self-doubt and even self-denial in her life. Her personality may be a little introverted, or a little shy, but she is not satisfied with this state of life. She always has a heart that pursues freedom, and the desire to escape from the status quo and find the true self-existence has been surging in her heart.
From a very young age, Fufu has not had it easy. Her family is not rich, and her life does not have any particularly prominent background. As for herself, like most ordinary children, she walked on the road to school in an orderly manner. In the days when her peers were laughing and full of energy, she always stood aside and watched them silently, but no one knew about the surge and struggle in her heart.
She longed to be different, and longed to stand at a higher place one day to see her own value clearly and understand the complexity and wonder of this world. However, like everyone in life, Fu Fu often found herself trapped in trivial details and endless confusion. She didn’t know why her efforts always didn’t get the ideal return, and she didn’t know why she was always so lonely, and even a little misunderstood.
Self-doubt: Between struggle and pursuit
Fu Fu’s daily life is that she is a lonely individual who is out of tune with the world. She always buried her head in homework alone in many late nights, or read books that seemed meaningless in the eyes of others. She never dared to hope that she could be liked or understood by everyone. Those who seem to be at ease can always resonate with others easily, but she always feels empty in her heart after every conversation. She didn’t know if she had done well enough, and maybe she had never really done “well enough”.
The long-term self-doubt was like a boulder pressing on Fu Fu’s chest. Almost every morning when she opened her eyes, she felt an inexplicable heaviness, as if an invisible force was forcing her to stop. She began to feel uneasy about the future and felt that she could not see any hope. She would walk aimlessly on the street, but her mind was full of confusion and confusion: “Where is my future?” “What should I do?” These questions kept bothering her.
However, as time went by, Fu Fu finally realized that this confusion was not a complete burden, but a part of her life path. Perhaps it was these confusions that pushed her forward invisibly. If she chose to give up and escape at this time, she would never be able to experience the most important process – growth.
Continuous efforts: step by step towards the true self
Although her heart was full of doubts, Fu Fu did not give up, and her actions gradually became firm and calm. She began to start with the little things she was good at, and tried to challenge the things she was once afraid of. She began to try to speak in class, began to show herself more confidently in front of her friends, and began to express her opinions bravely. Gradually, Fu Fu found that she had more potential than she thought. It was not that she was incapable, but that she had never really tried to understand herself and accept the real her.
Every little progress was the result of her firm belief. She told herself: “I have to believe in everything I do, even if it is just a trivial thing.” She learned to find opportunities for growth in failure and see her infinite possibilities in challenges. Although each predicament made her feel vulnerable, she slowly realized that failure was not the end, and giving up was the most terrible. She continued on her own path, walking down to earth, and gradually found her original rhythm.
No matter where she is, Fu Fu always maintains a belief: every step forward is a process of moving towards a stronger self. She began to see the strength she gained from failure, and saw that those obstacles that once seemed insurmountable gradually dissipated because of her unremitting efforts. She realized that she had been confused, doubted, and even made mistakes in the past, but those did not change her determination to keep moving forward in life.
Gradually becoming stronger: learning to reconcile with oneself
Gradually, Fu Fu’s state of mind has undergone subtle changes. She is no longer so anxious, and no longer cares so much about the evaluation of the outside world. She began to let go of those meaningless comparisons, let go of those factors that she could not control, and focus on what she can do. She no longer expects others to recognize her, but pays more attention to the voice of her heart. She learned to talk to herself in the quiet night and find the most real emotions in her heart.
That kind of tranquility and peace has become the most precious wealth in her heart. She found that many anxieties in life came from her excessive dependence and expectations on the outside world. Only by getting out of this dependence can she truly move towards inner freedom and strength. Every spiritual shock is a process of her constant reconciliation with herself and finding herself. Every growth is an opportunity for her to redefine herself and the future.
The meaning of life: starting from the inner tranquility
Today’s Fu Fu is no longer the girl who was once confused and full of self-doubt. She found a power to reconcile with herself from the bottom of her heart, and learned to face her past and future calmly. She no longer envied the glory of others, but began to appreciate her own uniqueness.
She understood that life does not have to be full of spectacular success. The most important thing is to find her own peace and strength in these ordinary days. No matter how tortuous the road ahead is, she knows that she has enough courage to face everything. Fu Fu never rushed to find the future, but walked step by step in the present, finding the meaning of life in every tiny progress.
Through this difficult but meaningful journey, Fu Fu no longer looked for the eyes and praise of others, but for the true glory in her heart. She has found the real answer from her initial confusion-the meaning of life is not to chase the expectations of others, but to walk her own way and stick to the peace and strength in her heart.